It's Tuesday???

Shit, half the day, today, I thought it was Wednesday. I finally noticed my phone was telling me it's Tuesday, and I was irritated. I had the idea I was finally to hump day...and I'm not. Which makes no sense because I don't work a schedule, like that.

I did more writing on BA-Franz...to the point where the Oiym have arrived to Leonides' chateau near Metz in France. So far it's just about 7000 words, but it's coming together. Putting it on a back burner for so long may have helped it settle in my mind.

Working on Blood Angel is helping me so much, right now. Aiming to finish the various parts then blend them into a single paperback book gives me purpose. I was having a hard time keeping any sense of that when working on PvSH. It was so chaotic, and it made me chaotic. But BA is mainline erotic horror and gives me a lifeline to my inner core.

I really feared I had lost that with PvSH. Self confidence damaged. Unable to focus. I've wondered so many times if I should get myself tested for ADHD. I have trouble paying attention, difficulty organizing tasks, very impulsive, and so damned forgetful. Can't blame it on age because I've been this was for decades. I often start projects then lose interest, and organization? Forget it. The only symptom of it I don't have is hyperactivity.

I'm meeting with my doctor in November. I may add that to my list of questions for him.