A Place of Safety-Derry/New World For Old/Home Not Home

A Place of Safety-Derry/New World For Old/Home Not Home
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Sunday, July 13, 2025

Simon's both artist and poet...

He's not too full of himself. But here's a poem that ADA Dillon Warstead will try to use against him...and only make things worse.


Freddy
By
Simon Halloran

When they grabbed Freddy, they had knives. 
Which made no sense; they all had wives. 
But blindfolded, and gagged and bound 
Off he was taken, with no sound 
Down in a room, so dark and strange 
Where he received no chance to change. 
Instead his clothes were cut away 
And they took turns with him, all day. 
"We knew you'd take it up the ass 
And in your mouth, despite your sass," 
The leader said, his third release 
Inside of Freddy yet to cease. 
"The way you fit your jeans was right, 
So we'll be keeping you all night, 
Until we're done, then you will know 
We own you and won't let you go." 

This made no sense at all. The lad 
Did not know what he had done bad 
To make them hurt him. "Well, you're gay," 
One man said, "and that's why you'll stay." 
"Then so are you," our boy cried back. 
That only led them to attack 
Him harder. "Don't say we are that," 
The leader snarled. "No more chitchat. 
Since you're the one who's fucked, not us. 
So there is nothing to discuss. 
We'll keep you. Use you till we're done. 
And then we'll find another one 
Who's just like you to fuck around.” 
Then put me six feet underground? 
Is what came to Freddy’s mind. 
With two more gay men lost in kind? 

No fucking way, our Freddy thought. 
No man will treat me like I'm bought 
To be used and then merely trashed. 
I will escape. Get your lives crashed 
To stop your evil ways and means, 
And show you nothing's as it seems.
For six weeks Freddy played their boy, 
And he made sure to bring them joy 
Despite his hatred of the group. 
Till one fine night he got the scoop. 
Sometime soon he would leave this earth 
In spirit. But he had no dearth 
Of plans to get away from them 
And not surrender to their whim. 
He’d never wasted any time, 
So knowing this, he became prime. 

First, break the chain around his leg.
He’d made sure every night to beg 
Them to remove it. They would shrug 
And leave him, like he was a bug. 
But while he feigned to be so weak 
From their abuse, the little sneak 
Was working at the padlock’s clasp 
To lessen the strength of its grasp 
While doing all he could to keep 
Them wanting him. He’d cry and weep, 
Which made them laugh in ways so cruel. 
They didn’t understand the fool 
Was them. Because early one morn 
The padlock opened. Hope was born. 
So he would suffer one more rape 
Then find the best time to escape. 

That day they came, the three prepared 
To end him, but then Freddy dared 
To howl and cower...then recover 
To kick one back into another. 
Ripped the chain off, to their shock 
And beat the last one. No more talk. 
He bolted upstairs to the door. 
Burst through into a great downpour 
Of rain to cleanse him. No more kept. 
And mere days later, those men wept 
Before the courts. He told the tale 
And all of them went straight to jail. 
Then Freddy said, "I'll write a book 
And in it you can have a look 
At all the evil done to me 
Because I'm gay...but now I’m free."


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