I'm getting TN Done...

...ASAP. I've lost real interest in it and am fighting to keep going. Adding in a shower scene that turns out to be a dream is helping...yet still not grabbing my interest like it should.

But I started it, so I'm going to finish it. And I'm freeing myself to do whatever the fuck it wants...even if that includes madness or murder.

I'm up to chapter 11 and it's at 25K in wordage. Lots of sex, most of it non-con, and I'm posting for free on GayDemon because I don't want to go through the hassle of proofing and prepping it for publication.

I mean, I've done light proofing, so it's not too bad, but there are still a few typos. I don't care. It's being read for the sex, not precise English. And I've provided some pretty intense moments.

I've said my next project would be Blood Angel, but Dair's Window is knocking at my brain. It's set mainly in 2009 and 2010, in and around Seattle. The state had passed a domestic partner act in 2007 that many in the gay community felt was a cop-out, and Wallace, a man Dair is involved with, is helping push for same-sex marriage.

It also takes place 3-4 years after Adam, whom Dair loved, deeply, was killed in an avalanche. Lawsuits by Adam's estranged parents have kept Dair from really mourning him, but now Wallace has helped end those...and Dair's emotional state is getting to be rough.

I'm hearing a growl in my core that this needs to be finished, now. Preferably by the end of the year...if not sooner. Because if we can't overcome the fascistic crap Felon47 and the MAGAt Cult are pulling before the election in November, we're dead as a country...and hate of anything non-white or queer will prevail.

I want Dair's Window available by then.