A couple precancerous growths are on my face and arms, one requiring a biopsy. Results come next week.
I've already dealt with a cancer being removed on my right jawline, which was no big deal, but now it's making itself better known. Got a cream that's supposed to handle most of them.
But it messes with your equilibrium, something I don't have a lot of to begin with. So en route home I stopped at Dickeys and had a meal of turkey, potato salad and cole slaw and sat there, after eating, for an extra half hour. I didn't want to come home.
After that, I went to a grocery store to get a few things and meandered about, not wanting to go home.
I've noticed that more and more in me, lately. I must be getting tired of keeping myself in. I can go days without seeing anyone or talking to anyone and be fine, but every now and then I get really sick of it and just want to stay away.
So I got nothing more done on the graph. No thoughts about Simon and his situation, at all. Just feeling old and tired and unsure about everything.
So tonight I'm re-watching Ludwig, on BritBox. It's a goofy, very British murder mystery set in Cambridge, using the logic of puzzles to solve murders. Season 2 is about to fire up and I want to renew Season 1 in my head.
And see if I can just relax.
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