Schizo-Kyle...

Crashed into one of my black moods...and stumbling onto these boys dancing to this song brought it on. Especially those fucking lyrics.

They look like a guy I was involved with in the 70s. Called himself Demian but his real name was Doug. And he was an asshole. Took money from me. Ran my credit cards up. Then shrugged me off. I had a decent job but I was in my early 20s and barely out of the closet, so it left me messed up, emotionally and financially.

However...for about 2 months I was so deeply in love I thought I'd die. Instead, he did. AIDs. And I fucking mourned him, like a masochistic idiot.

I get the impression these lads are much nicer...but you never know. Not really.

Son-of-a-bitch...I think I need to start drinking...