Derry, Northern Ireland

Derry, Northern Ireland
A book I'm working on is set in this town.

Monday, September 16, 2024

Long, rough trip, so far...

Jet lag wrecked me, for once, and I got a nasty cold. Screw-ups in materials being delivered added to the mess. But worst was dealing with a part of London I did not know and, frankly, never want to return to. Minimal transportation available; one Chinese restaurant available (and I'm no fan of Chinese), outside the hotel's restaurant; no convenience or grocery stores around; construction everywhere. It was like being in the desert.

It all messed with my head, so I've gotten zero writing done; I just didn't have the focus. I had to use all my emotional strength to maintain a balance and handle the first job.

I'm now ensconced over by Paddington Station and this is the London I know and love. The feel of a neighborhood and easy access to anywhere I want to go. I'm almost completely over my cold, and last night I had the best spaghetti bolognese ever. Today, I was Mr. Tourist and loved it.

The first image is from the top of Primrose Hill, a very nice part of London with a view of the whole city. You have to walk up to the top of the thing, but it's worth it.

From there, I caught the underground to visit the National Gallery, which is truly overwhelming. The last time I was there, I was 7 years-old on a school trip. We brought a packed lunch, were given a small bottle of milk, and I remember looking at a lot of Gainsborough. Lots more to see there, now.

Next is the London Eye, where if you don't order a ticket and set a time online, you pay a 50% markup to 42GBP. Passed on it. Already had a good view of the city. Maybe after the job is over and before I head out to Heathrow...but it's still pricey and I've been on it, before.

Big Ben is close by, recently refurbished, and proud of himself. Getting a photo of him without a dozen tourists between us was a feat.

Westminster Abbey does the online thing, also, but you can set up your ticket off a code they have, to scan right there, then I paid homage to Shakespeare, Milton, Darwin...

And Newton and Hawking, who were buried very close to each other.

Now comes dinner. I'd like a nice Irish stew, but no one seems to offer that, anymore, and I've already had my required Fish & Chips. We'll see what I can find. Maybe I'll have another order of that spaghetti...

Oh, and I'm finally working on the timeline for what happens with Brendan once he's back in Derry. I finally figured out the one I had carried no resemblance to reality.

Sunday, September 8, 2024

Leavin', again...

Flying to Manchester for a packing job then down to London for another one. Total of 5 days work but staying 10 days because it's cheaper than flying me back and forth and I wouldn't do that, anyway. 

I took this photo almost eight years ago, when I hand-carried an original sheet of Handel's music to a client. I couldn't sleep so went wandering and happened onto this shot just as dawn was approaching. You can see Canary Wharf in the distance past the towers.

I'll be staying a couple days out by City Airport, on the other side of Canary Wharf. It factors into a screenplay I wrote years ago titled Marked for Death.

This is the synopsis:

Ben Forrier, a young soldier from Belfast, arrives in London to find the man who murdered his parents and his wife. The elder Forrier was a bank manager who discovered his bank was laundering arms and drug money for the IRA, so he and Ben's mother and Ben's new wife were killed by a car bomb. Now Ben plans to destroy his father's murderer by having the man kill him and be held responsible for his death.

His focus is on Nicholas Glyde, a notorious drug dealer he traced to an country home just outside London. Glyde's wife died years ago, leaving him with two children -- Aura, a lovely young woman now attending university, and Ric, a troubled teenager.

While staying with his mother's half brother, Marc, Ben arranges to meet Aura and Ric; he wants them to unknowingly help him in his plan. But he begins to falls in love with Aura and wonders if his life might have meaning, again.

Before he can rearrange his plans, Ben is almost killed in a gunfight, signaling Glyde knows who he is. So his fate is set. He uses Aura to get into Glyde's compound, plants evidence to suggest he was beaten and killed, there, and sets himself up to be taken prisoner.

But Glyde not only captures Ben but removes the evidence he left behind. Then he takes the young man out on a boat down The Thames to be tortured and killed.

Sensing his plan has failed, Ben manages to escape and now plans to just kill Glyde. Only he begins to see clues that he may be out to wreak vengeance on the wrong man. That if could be he's being used in a plot to kill not only Glyde but Aura and Ric, and blame him.

A realization that may be too late to save two innocent people who are marked for death.

I really like how it turned out, but got no interest from anyone for it so it got put away. Like all my scripts finally did. Still, it'll be fun to see if I got some of the locations right -- like City Airport and the marina just past it.

Of course, a lot has changed in the 16 years since I wrote it.

Saturday, September 7, 2024

Rinse and repeat...

I'm doing my usual obsessive-compulsive  thing of going back over the opening chapters of HNH, as I write, to align things with ideas I come up with. New details I need to establish. the usual nonsense. but it's getting there.

I up to nearly 89,000 words, now, and have more to add, for certain. What I'm working on...well, focusing on at the moment is Brenda's emotional state as he finds he has to wait to meet Joanna, again. Maeve doesn't know her; only Father Jack does. And Brendan doesn't trust the man in the slightest so doesn't want to ask him about her.

He's promised to bring her to the next peace meeting, which is a week after Bobby Sands wins his seat in Parliament...and almost two weeks before he dies from starvation. I'm nervous about how to best set up the reconnection between Brendan and Joanna, since I now know what I had before is completely useless. It doesn't even begin to conform to the new mood of the piece, at this time.

I also have to work in when to have him and Colm, his once-best friend meet up in this timeframe. It's beginning to feel crowded, but at the same time right. The longer Brendan is in Derry, the more likely it is his true self will be caught out and that is what propels the second half of the story. So him scrambling to get things done makes sense; he's hoping to be gone ASAP.

I will have a decent draft of this done before the middle of October. No question in my mind. then we'll see what happens with it, after.

Shifting and bobbing...

Cutting and rearranging is part and parcel with this section. There were things I'd written into the third draft of Home Not Home that no longer fit the narrative. Nonsense like an elderly couple in Toome who claimed to be Da's parents. That didn't even begin to feel right, even when I first wrote it. And Brendan asking if his mother complained about him sneaking away when it's pretty much been established most people thought he was killed in that bombing.

It's amazing how silly and simplistic my writing can become when I'm just trying to push through to the end.

One good aspect was reaching a point where Maeve had bought a small washer and drier to use, since her mother is in serious need of having her things washed almost daily. I'd forgotten about it, being in chapter 14. It needed to be earlier so I moved it up to chapter 7.

I'm also adding in a moment when Brendan plays the tape of his father telling that story, when his brothers and sister are all in place, and Rhuari remembering how disjointed it had been when the man first told it to them. Because he was drunk. Now it makes sense, is his comment.

One good thing about this trip to the UK is, I bought a slight upgrade from economy so I'll have a bit more space and can work on the book in comfort as we fly. I will also probably have access to an AC outlet. Same for coming back. And I'm closing in on the section where things explode out of Brendan's control, leading him to be arrested and interrogated by the RUC and British. Once I'm there, everything will pretty much be staying as is.

Writing this volume has been exhausting. What helps me keep going, aside from the fact that Brendan won't let me quit, is re-reading the lovely review I got from BookLife, for New World For Old. It's now on page 72 of the September 2nd copy of Publishers Weekly. I got my copy in the mail, today.

Thursday, September 5, 2024

Fighting back to doing it...

Rough couple of days, but this morning I managed to work on the following...and will keep at it. This little beast will not let me go till I've completed all three volumes.

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Wednesday morning, I gave a call to Magee College and asked if they ever had a program that recorded spoken Irish tales. It took me three different people to find one who had an idea that Trinity College, in Dublin, was working on something like that, and they thought the university at Coleraine might have once assisted. Sort of a gathering of Irish heritage. 

I got a name, there, and called, and they said they’d had a program but it had been made redundant, years ago. I found out they’d be in their office till four so called Rhuari. He couldn’t take me. Bridie was ill and being tended to by the midwife. Possibly a miscarriage, which made my heart sink. I remembered Ma having gone through those, and despite his stoicism I sensed he was barely keeping it together. So I wished her well. 

It turned out Jimmy Haggerty was off classes, that day, and had his father’s estate car, so he agreed to give me a ride in exchange for a tank of petrol. To which I agreed, and we headed straight out with sandwiches whipped together by his mother and bottles of Fanta. 

He was a clean, clear lad with careful clothing, a careful haircut, and even a careful smile. As we drove, he told me how he’d been shrugged off the University at Jordanstown and was studying at Magee. Had a girl he liked, there. Felt at home.

"Unlike at Queens," he said, "when I went to look, not once did I hear someone call me Taig or Papist. You know what a Taig is?"

I just nodded, thinking of when Billy Corrie had referred to me, Danny and Colm as such. Not a pleasant memory.

Of course, it took hours to get past the city’s checkpoints, and that’s even with me sharing my Marlboros. Everyone was too much on edge, so I think the real reason we had so little trouble was my American passport. Then came another two hours on the open road, and more checkpoints, here and there. But we finally got to the campus--one of those wide, open, modern sorts with make-do buildings and a surface level of calm--and managed to find the man’s office in one of the newer structures. 

He was a bit nervous about Jimmy but made a show of being polite, for me, and I played the oblivious American to the hilt. His office was plain, functional and cluttered, as it should be, and he already had a reel-to-reel tape recorder set up on a nearby table, with a couple of extra reels sitting beside it. 

“These are the only ones I could find,” he said. “I think most were sent to Trinity.”

I held up my cassette player and asked, “You mind if I record one or two?”

He blinked and almost trembled, which Jimmy noticed. I caught him hiding a smirk. 

Then the man said, “Just don’t tell anyone it was me let you.” 

I only grinned and nodded. Then he started it playing...and the sound of Da’s voice was a punch to my heart. Gentle and melodious, it was. Almost caring...no...no...almost playful. I had to keep that smile plastered on my face and my eyes focused on the slow-turning reels to keep from revealing how overwhelmed I suddenly was as he said...

There is a tale about how harpies came to live in the Cliffs of Moher. It comes from back in a time before the wondrous few went to the earth and the world still held magic. 

There was a morning, close to the sun rising from the sea, when the Tuatha de Danaan appeared on the shores of the east. Those on the hills, who saw the soft low mist roll in over Cuan Dhún Dealgan, told of how they strolled up onto the land with a pride and power never seen before. Tall and fair, they were, like angels pure and fine, with the early sun and wind making their golden hair dance like fire. It was soon noted their abilities were so advanced, those who had been living here a thousand years before thought them gods. 

He who led them was come to be known as the Dagda, and his figure was perfection among men. Shoulders broad and strength beyond compare. Face well-formed. Eyes the color of the sky as his chin offered a beard that put the sun to shame. It was said his parents were the wind and the sea, and none were they who could dispute it. 

His mate was Morriggan, whose beauty was the greatest ever beheld. Hair flaming bright as the sky at sunset. Eyes as green as grass. Skin like fresh milk. Her mastery of the world’s mystical ways was without compare. It was said all she had to do was think of where she wanted to be and she would materialize there. 

Tara was their home, built with beauty and grace, and three daughters did that union bring forth. Each as lovely as their mother, and each just as happy to follow in her mystical ways. To witness the five of them together was to know none better could exist. 

Of those who first lived on the land, the clan Ui Bruiun was the best. For millennia, they had slept in their compounds and toiled in their fields, growing the finest barley. Their hunters were beyond compare, and never in winter were they without food to eat or mead to drink. 

They were led by Larne Ui Bruiun in ways generous and honorable, and his son, Caoughin was being well-trained to follow. He was himself a fine young man. Dark, sturdy and strong. Well-thought of as a hunter. Which he well-knew. 

So the two tribes lived in harmony and grace. Each well-mannered with the other. Thus it would have remained... 

Until there was a day when the Dagda approached the Ui Bruiun compound to seek shelter from a storm. Propriety demanded his request be honored, so he was offered a room unto himself, with a fire blazing and more than enough food and drink. 

Had he been satisfied with that, all would have been well. But the Dagda being a man, his eye roamed over the lovely lass who was attending him. Her name was Caera. Hair as black as a raven’s wing. Skin soft and pure. Lips like red berries on the vine. And a manner quite joyous. She was betrothed to Caoughin and propriety also dictated she remain unsullied. 

But the Dagda worked his charm on her and brought her to his bed. Some say willingly; some say not. Whichever way it was, Caera wound up with child. 

This was a major breech of etiquette. A poor repayment for the Ui Bruiun’s kindness towards him. So the Dagda was banned from their compound, which soon extended to all Tuatha de Danaan. And Caoughin, severely embarrassed, cruelly spurned poor Caera, bringing naught but distress to their clan. 

But this was not the end. For when Morriggan learned of the liaison, she was furious. To have the Dagda mingle with a common girl of the earth was an insult to her. Then to learn she would bring a child of his into the world was unacceptable. Using her mystical ways and with the help of her daughters, she found and killed the lass. Her intent was to also kill the child within her, but a boy had already been birthed and was beyond her reach. 

Infuriated, the Ui Bruiuns demanded retribution so as to avoid war. The Dagda, now ashamed of his part in the travesty, ended his companionship with Morriggan and strode by foot across the width of Eire to wash his sins away in the waters beneath the Cliffs of Moher. His promise? To add greatness to the boy he had sired with Caera. 

This mollified the anger of the Ui Bruiuns, but Morriggan was not to be put aside so easily. Through dark black magic, she and her daughters formed the Dagda’s sins into seven harpies and sent them out to kill the child. 

The beasts ravaged the land, feasting on any male youth they found. Soon great battles occurred between the clan and those monsters, and many widows were made. Year after year the fighting raged, with Caoughan at the fore, throughout, and slowly, slowly, one harpy after another was destroyed until but three were left. 

Morriggan finally realized the horror she had unleashed and relented from her anger. Despite her powers, she could not force the harpies to cease their dances of death. The only path she could see that might convince them to pull back from their slaughters, was to promise they would survive. For they were as wearied and beaten down as the Ui Bruiuns. 

They agreed to shelter in the caves of the Cliffs of Moher and come out only during storms to feed on fish in the sea. In exchange, once each hundred years, when a small, black globe crosses the sun, a lad of the Dagda’s bloodline would be offered for them to feast upon. To seal the bond, the first to be sacrificed would be Caoughan Ui Bruiun. At Darian’s Point on Inish Ciuin. 

Willingly he went, almost desperately, for he was destroyed by guilt for how he had treated Caera. And thus, the pact was sealed.

So do not go to the Cliffs in the midst of a storm. Or well into the night. For you might catch glimpses of harpies dancing in the rain and mist. But if you must, take a care they do not see you, for they will not tolerate such impudence, and any who witnesses their dance will be cast into the surging waters, below. 

And so it has been for three-thousand years. And so it continues even till this day.

It was mesmerizing. His voice musical, almost elegant to the point of soothing. The story complete. I could only remember bits of it from when he was drunk and lost in the telling. 

Jimmy found it fascinating to hear. “This was Maeve’s Da?” he asked. 

I managed to keep my voice calm and cool as I said, “Yes. They said he told some lovely stories.” 

“And all I’d every heard about him was he was a drunken brute.” 

“Yeah. He was.” I turned to the professor. “I understand the person who recorded this was killed by the IRA.” 

He nodded. “It’s really sad. No excuse, but he was Protestant so no excuse needed by them.” Then he tensed and cast a quick glance at Jimmy.

I noticed Jimmy starting to puff up so quickly asked, “Did he do more of these recordings? Of this man?” 

“Oh, there were some, but this was the only good one. The others, the drunker he became, the wilder and more incoherent the stories were. Like claiming he’d helped free Ireland from the English. But the date listed as his birth made him far too young, for that. Still, the recordings brought some interest, for a bit. Then it died out and Troubles began and all was shipped to Trinity.

“I think the lad did two recordings of this tale. Of all these, and only the better ones were transferred down. There were a few more boxes with reels in them, but none with this man’s name on them. Would you want to listen to them all, to see?” 

I shook my head, still affected. “This was all I needed. I just wanted to have something to show he was good at telling stories.”

“And this is quite a tale, isn’t it? Our History department did a search for it and could find no reference to one such as this, ever told before. Almost like he made it up.” 

“Maybe he did. He used to make a living, telling stories at fetes and parties.” 

“Did he? And I thought it was merely to cadge drinks.” 

I made myself chuckle. “That, too.”

Monday, September 2, 2024

Down the drain...

Spun into a nasty funk, today. Did too much politics online in Twitter and Instagram, but I'm furious over how Ukraine is being refused the ability to defend herself with weapons from the West. Even as Russia bombs orphanages, schools, hospitals, markets, apartments and parks in the country. It's obscene, and I feel helpless except to do what I can, online.

Then I was notified I can no longer update my website unless I pay GoDaddy $600+ for a 3-year license for their website builder. I'm not fond of GoDaddy and how hard it is to work with, so I'm looking into other options.

Finally, I fiddled with this, today. A complete list of my books, not counting the one that I no longer have anything to do with. I've lost track of that guy, and never really was happy with how it turned out.

Now if you want...links are available through the main pages of my Tumblr and BDSMLR blogs, neither of which is suitable for work viewing, believe me...just don't scroll down too far. 😉

Adults only 

How to Rape a Straight Guy – Curt’s found the perfect way to get even with the world, one man at a time. Paperback Ebook AKA: Curt – Paperback 

Porno Manifesto – When Alec was gay-bashed by a group of fraternity boys, he decided to get some revenge of his own. Paperback Ebook 

Rape in Holding Cell 6 – Antony just wanted to know why his lover was arrested and killed. Paperback Ebook 

The Vanishing of Owen Taylor – Did Jake’s uncle vanish to keep from being tried for statutory rape, or was he killed for opposing some powerful people? Hardback Paperback Ebook 

Underground Guy – Devlin has to stop a serial killer in London before he strikes again. Paperback Ebook 

The Beast in the Nothing Room – How do you stop a serial killer who kills no one and doesn’t even exist? Paperback Ebook 

Hunter – There’s always a market for the sale of good-looking men, and Hunter’s one of the best at supplying them. Paperback Ebook 

Blood Angel – A Blood Angel is a higher form of vampire, unaffected by daylight or other situations for normal vampires. Léonidès – Ebook The Prussian – Ebook 

Feeding the Beast – A young man is murdered by a cop but brought back to life to help a stranded alien and its ship feed on young men. Ebook 

Demented Dreams (of guys in trouble) An adult coloring book for that wicked someone ion us all. Paperback 

 General Fiction 

Boys Will Be Boys-Their First Time – My novella, Perfection, when a young artist finds his muse, is included. Kindle 

David Martin – A fable about a boy called to visit a heroic king, who may not be who he claims. Hardback 

Bobby Carapisi – The story of three men who are sexually assaulted, and how each is treated by the world. Paperback Ebook 

The Lyons’ Den – A writer trying to write in the midst of chaos, a snowstorm and possible new love. Paperback Ebook 

The Alice ’65 – An English lad, an American lass, a lonely black panther, and a missing book that’s worth millions. Another day in LA. Hardback Paperback Ebook 

Carli’s Kills – Carli’s out for a brutal revenge on the biker gang that killed her daughter. Paperback Ebook 

A Place of Safety-Derry – Brendan Kinsella just wants to live his life, but history won’t let him. Hardback Paperback (coming soon) Ebook 

A Place of Safety-New World For Old – Brendan tries to start over in America but finds new issues that tear open old wounds. Hardback Paperback (coming soon) Ebook 

A Place of Safety-Home Not Home – Brendan returns home to find he both does and does not exist. Hardback (coming soon) Paperback (coming soon) Ebook (coming soon)

Sunday, September 1, 2024

Situation typical...

I was falling into the trap of pushing the events to go faster when Brendan kicked me in the ass and told me to slow down and pay attention to reality. He arrives into Derry on the 2nd of April, 1981...which is a Thursday. The hunger strike has been on-going for a month, as have the demonstrations and protests and mini-riots, and two more young men have begun to refuse food.

It's a tense period, to put it mildly, so it's good he is presenting himself as an American instead of an Irish lad. Things don't go exactly according to plan, but so far the only people who suspect he's really Brendan aren't the ones who would hurt him with it.

Well...except for his little brother, Kieran, who's sure he knows everything about anything and has a strong sense of self-righteousness mixed with an angry condescension. Typical 14 year-old.

So the next week, Brendan needs to go with Maeve to a meeting of her peace group, which I had on the following Thursday, completely forgetting that the 9th is the by-election to put Bobby Sands into Parliament. Which he wins. So they wouldn't be having a meeting that day, and the following day would be non-stop celebrations.

But that has to be the meeting where he first hears Father Jack reference a Joanna who might come to speak, sending him into emotional chaos. If I move it back to a Tuesday, that could work...because the election would give him an excuse to go to Magherafelt to check on his parents' marriage.

But it would also mess with his followup plan to see Eamonn. I need to figure that out, better. And it all has to happen before May 5th because that's when Bobby dies and things explode.

So, effectively speaking, Brendan has to go through all the crap of the story's first half within 32 days. And right now, my scheduling is off. Dammit.