Thursday, June 30, 2022
Can demons be angels?
Wednesday, June 29, 2022
Can you mitigate darkness?
Tuesday, June 28, 2022
Shifting to WW2 in Poland
November 1939, taking up where 1871 left off.
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The battle was done. Stalin's forces had routed the Poles, and thousands of soldiers and officers were in the process of being carted off, probably to slaughter. Geoffrey was rather smug about having predicted it...but also irritated at the waste.
"Something I do not miss about being human," he said, a vicious smirk on his face, "is the willingness to slaughter each other for no good reason. Destroy entire civilizations just to prove who's got a bigger dick, and Russians are the worst, for they mix arrogance in with their cruelty." Then he cast me a wary look. "I hope you do not mind my saying this."
He knew how fond I still was of Dmitriy and wanted to remain on my good side, for he was growing hungry and I had yet to give any of my crew the right to feed, yet. Naturally, the last thing a vampire wants is to be deprived of his meal.
So I let him know, "Dmitriy is no longer Russian. Lenin was bad enough, after the Tsar, but he refuses to be of the same race of people as Stalin."
"Can you blame him?"
"No. Gabrielle claims he's a fool. That he lowers himself to the same level as a human butcher with that attitude, but I see his point. And in truth, he had long ago cast aside his Cossack identity."
"I didn't know the Russians were a race."
"They think they are, just like the Germans think of themselves. When those two collide, every vampire in the world will feast well, for years."
We were on the parapet of an ancient fortress in Poland, atop a hill, watching a final group of the officers under guard, far below, in preparation to be marched to the Russian frontier. Its walls were old and crumbling, thanks to the incessant shelling that had taken place around it, but this would serve as a good base for the needs of my group as we gathered our version of livestock for later use.
I had refused to let us feed, just yet. I wanted to make sure we could distinguish between the very brutal victors and the vanquished, seeing as how both sides' uniforms were so dirty they appeared closely aligned. There was also the issue of good communication on the German side; taking one of their men might be noticed, while the Russians seemed far more backwards in both equipment and capability. I was close to limiting our hunt to them, tonight.
Of course, despite all their vaunted treaties and claims and promises, neither England nor France had done the minimum necessary to honor them. Though to be honest, neither was really prepared to actually help Poland ward off the sudden, sharp attack from both Germany and Russia. Which was ridiculous. After years of marching to war, and after Czechoslovakia and Austria, them claiming shock at what happened could only be seen as laughable or self-delusion.
Now Germany could focus on conquering them as Russia set her eyes on Finland. I was happy at neither possibility, for that put the range of our hunting too close to Lugano to be comfortable. And Mussolini was hauling Italy into the morass, as well, so there was that. Nothing wrong with Italian food, but when it's just around the corner you have to be careful about how often you dine.
Fortunately, Nellis had noticed a strong sense of cold in the air, suggesting this would be a vicious winter, so the weather might be on our side. Soldiers fighting in the cold and muck are far easier to take, and their vanishing more readily explained. We'll probably find him once the snow is gone. Identification taken. Buried without a thought. No question as to manner of death. The one truly conflicting thing about war was how no one really gave a damn about the soldier.
I shifted to another side of the parapet to watch the group far below build a fire...for the Russian guards; not the Polish captives. I smiled. The casual brutality of both Russia's forces and Germany's fit my requirement too perfectly.
Then Geoff asked in a halting voice, "Leon, may I ask...?" But he trailed off into wary silence.
I looked at him, waiting.
He took in a deep breath and finally continued, "Why does Gabrielle not release Dmitriy to you? We could use him to translate what they are saying. Make preparations around their plans."
I chuckled. "And understand their curses against us?" I asked. This would not be our first hunt amongst those who considered themselves Cossacks of the finest order.
Geoff was the only one of my crew with knowledge of how my negotiations with her had gone. That my agreement with her had been Franz for Dmitriy, which would have satisfied us all since Franz enjoyed being in her bed and Dmitriy would have been more than happy in mine. That she had reneged on the deal was only a surprise to him.
He also knew she was now based in a chalet north of Stockholm, so her feeding grounds would be Germanic, which Franz could help her with, while Dmitriy would be of no value. But she was also a Blood Angel, and with a capricious nature from long before she was turned, coupled with a streak of cruelty I had seen even as a boy ten years her junior. But Geoff did not know of that. He only saw an arrangement that made no sense, in any way, shape or form.
"Spite," I finally answered him. "Not merely against me, but also Dmitriy for not becoming her mate. She enjoys watching Franz toy with him, now that the little bastard's completely in her bed."
Geoff jolted. "You know this?"
I nodded. "It's her way to remind me she has him and I don't. I never did, really. Franz would lie with me only because I could hurt him if he did not. Now he has Gabrielle as his bed partner. And she will not allow Dmitry access to him. Which suits Franz; he never did appreciate the attentions of men."
"Men?" Geoff's wicked smirk was back. Only he was allowed to cut into my petty little lies to myself.
"All right, me," I snapped. "I thought he had at least become amenable to both sexes. How wrong I was."
"I wonder."
"What do you mean?"
"Well...I've been in contact with a couple of Gabrielle's retinue," he said, very carefully. He knew I would keep this between us, alone, but to have him gossiping about my sister and her choice of companion was dangerous territory. "Apparently, he does enjoy feeding on men who look like you. Not consistently, since you are of rare beauty..."
Spoken without a hint of mockery.
I still chuckled and said, "Oh, stop."
He continued with, "But often enough to be noticeable. He's been seen stalking them and...well...while feeding...assaulting them."
I said nothing. Geoff's ability to gather information never ceased to amaze me, especially since was correct. Dmitriy had told me know in one of his notes. He would send them by pigeon, probably set to fly at dawn, after her court had slipped into slumber.
She disdains me for my attraction to men, he had written, as if my nature is my fault. Lets that bastard Prussian parade around me in nothing but a towel loose about his hips. Says nothing about him raping men with your appearance. She cares only that he joins her bed and no other female's. But what is most galling is, even when he does test her with other women, she allows it. Are you certain you do not want him back?
I could imagine Dmitriy's frustration. Franz was remarkably beautiful, in body and face. But I had mistaken his tenderness with his horse for decency in his soul. Never would I make that mistake, again.
I sighed and looked down the hillside. Trees covered the land but there were areas where they were cut away. Blown away, by artillery. Burned away by the ensuing fires. Fortunately, it had rained heavily, the day before and through the night, so all fires were extinguished. Unfortunately, now trails of thick mud cut through the ground and a pond to my right had filled to overflowing with dark, dirty water.
Made darker and dirtier by a dozen bodies floating in it, face-down. All Russian. All naked. All male. Only a couple of them there the night before. Their pale, bloated skin hid the fact there was no longer any blood in their veins.Many of them were younger. Were healthy and excited about being at war and intent on enjoying all of life's pleasures all at once. For who knew what tomorrow might bring?
Which brought a smirk to my face. None of them had thought tomorrow would never appear, for they were invincible. But my crew had proven them wrong.
Completely wrong.
Monday, June 27, 2022
Pressing ahead
Saturday, June 25, 2022
I don't know if I like this...
It's 1871 and Leonides is in Hong Kong, en route back to France with a captive, Ian (who used to be named Clerik). But things go awry and Ian is kidnapped. Leon's tracking him:
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I caught his scent near the municipal building...and the scent of vampires, next to him. That raised both anger and panic in me. My mark was on him, that of a Blood Angel, and if they had any sort of awareness they would know not to feed on him.I followed it up to Queen's Road, into an area of tumbling little shacks trailing smoke into the sky past thick foliage. In the middle of it all was a finer house, two-levels, surrounded by masonry walls topped with tiles, overgrown garden showing it was much abandoned. I stormed up the steps and through the doors to find...
An empty foyer. Cleared of furniture but not filth. Walls moldy and dark. Rats scurrying about.
And grunts of pain from Ian.
I was up the stairs in a flash, and there I found him. strung up to the ceiling by a thick rope by his wrists, his legs spread apart and bound to a pole, his underwear torn half off one hip to reveal him. And around him were three young men, all naked. None pretty but not ugly. Just plain. Thick. Stupid. Almost boyish. Ian was an elegant bear in comparison to them.
And all three were slaved, not vampires.
Then I saw him, sitting off to one side his monk's robe now a cloak opened wide to reveal his taut, naked body and erection.
Prior Pious.
And the triumphant expression on his face confirmed my suspicion -- he had taken Ian to draw me to him.
"Leon, I di' no' leave..." was all Ian could say before one of the slaves whipped a gag around his mouth and bound it tight. Perhaps he thought I'd be stupid enough to jump over to stop him, since one of the others was groping Ian in very invasive ways while the other was close by with a broken lance pointed at me.
A broken lance of wood, sharp and deadly.
Pious was only smiling. "Leonides," he said, speaking in our old Norman dialect. "I had heard you were coming this way, and hoped you would return."
I barely paid him any attention. Ian was not the least bit wet. No scent of the harbor's water on him. He was telling me the truth. He had not tried to escape me. He had been taken from the Angelique, as bait. Probably by these three little worms. They would have needed no approval to unlock my door to enter my chambers. Nor to remove the chain from Ian's leg. Nor to bring him out so Pious could ferry him here.
"Where is the guard on my ship?" I asked.
"In the harbor," said Pious. "He was quite tasty."
I cannot begin to tell you how angry that made me. This was a violation of protocol, of my standing, and Pious would have known that, yet he did it, anyway. The son of a bitch...
Ian tried to speak but I silenced him with a wave of my hand.
My voice grow cold as I said, also in our Norman dialect, "This is a very big mistake on your part, Pious."
"Is it?" He rose and wandered over to Ian, his robe almost trailing behind him, his erection leading the way. Whatever fondness I'd once had for his physical appearance, he now struck me as vile and depraved. "You know, for years," he continued, "or decades...no, centuries I have been trying to find a way to get your attention..."
"And you do it by taking what is mine?"
"But he's not yours." He caressed Ian's chest, toying with his nipples as he said, "He is pretty. A bit more swarthy than I prefer, and he has what counts." He slipped his hand down to grab Ian's genitals, making him squirm in horror. It was all I could do to keep from jumping Pious and tearing him apart. "But he's not yours," he said. "Not yet. He's not slaved, nor has he been turned, so he's still fair game."
"Protocol says otherwise."
"Protocol is the reason I'm here," he snapped at me.
"What do you want?" I snapped back.
"You know, the First Ones were willing to tolerate my preferences, so long as I kept it confined to the monastery, with my monks to play with and serfs to feed upon. But you took that away from me."
"You did that, yourself, when you turned me. In direct violation of..."
"I did not mean for you to be turned!"
"It doesn't matter. I was, thanks to your actions. Accept responsibility for yourself."
"But it's not fair."
"Oh, now you sound petulant, like a child."
"I'm weary! I want back in our world."
"Talk to The First Ones."
"I've tried. They won't listen. But they might listen to you."
I actually laughed. "You threaten my property and then ask me to help you?"
"As I said, I just wanted to get your attention." He slipped behind Ian, letting his hands curl around to his front. His nails grew and his fangs lengthened. The terror in Ian's face was infuriating...and wildly erotic. Then Pious stupidly continued with, "And now I have it. You know, if I turn him, he becomes mine."
"Don't you even try."
"You cannot stop me. Protocol forbids we kill each other, and you may not harm those I have slaved."
"You have broken protocol."
"But I am weak; you are not."
"Don't be so sure of yourself, Pious."
He chuckled and started to bite into Ian's neck, but I slammed between the two of them, kicking Pious to my left while pulling Ian to my right. The lad with the spear jabbed it at me but I slapped him, sending him across the room. The other two tried to jump me but in a flash I was on the ceiling, holding Ian and glaring down at them all in full vampire mode.
And then I saw the blood on Ian's neck.
Pious had cut him, with his teeth.
As had been done to me.
He would turn, now. There was no other path. And he was not a Blood Angel, so he would belong to that bastard, not to me.
I lost all control. In fury, I sank my own teeth into Ian's neck and drank from him...drained him before he could turn. Heard him screaming and felt him fighting me but I did not stop. Just drank and drank as he grew more and more still...then finally limp in my arms.
I had killed him.
I killed him.
Deep within I knew it had been necessary. He would have been Pious' and he was not enough removed from his nature to trust he would not become a feral feeding beast. But it was kill him or unleash him on the world...and that I could not bear.
But still, the insane anger that exploded through me...screaming pain and a near madness...it would have been felt by any vampire within a hundred miles. And in fact, several appeared within moments to put themselves between me and Pious. It was only they who kept be from sending myself into banishment from the community, for I was ready to slaughter not only that bastard but his slaves, protocol be damned.
Eogard was with them, and his hands were upon me as he growled, "Let go, sir. Let go."
I fought it and fought it but the fury boiled within...until...
Amongst the group I sensed another Blood Angel.
An Elder One.
Female.
She replaced Eogard in my sight, her clothing a brilliant combination of silk and gauge in a thousand colors. Tall. Strong. Beautiful in the extreme. Egyptian.
She stopped me with a single hand to my chest, whispering, "Leonides, he is not yours to do with."
I sensed her name was Nethys, and the strength in her was greater than my own. Far, far greater. As were the peace and control. They drifted into me.
I finally grew aware enough to realize I was still holding Ian's lovely body. Cradled like a lover. Pale in death. Lips slightly parted. Eyes half-closed. My wound to his throat bold and vicious and cursing me with what I had done.
"Take no blame for yourself," she said. "This was brought about by another."
I looked at her, knowing but not understanding.
"Stay strong, Leonides. Not only for your sake, but others who depend on you. Leave Pious to us."
Somehow I managed to say, "But I want him dead...and vampire may not kill vampire."
"This is true," she replied with a gentle smile. "But we know those who can. Take your friend. Know you protected him as best you could. Did right by him. Bury him."
"Here?" In this hideous land of corruption and filth? My beautiful Ian lying here, for eternity?
"Make ashes of his body. Spread them in the fields. Watch this world grow beautiful around him."
"Come along, sir." It was Eogard talking. He put a hand on my back.
I still held Ian's body, and did not want to move for fear I would not wake to find it all a dream. Yet I let him lead me to the stairs and down into the night
Ian was cremated. His ashes put into a beautiful urn of white porcelain and gold, and we sailed for home. Then I did as Nethys suggested, whispering a gentle layer of them over Nellis' hectare of iris. And when they bloomed, that summer, I watched butterflies and bees and birds dance amongst them.
And never once did I weep.
Thursday, June 23, 2022
Written out...
Wednesday, June 22, 2022
Drive time good...
It seems I'm best able to let my mind wander and dig up aspects of my stories when I'm driving, and the drive down to Washington DC was LOOOOONG...but helped work out some kinks in the story. Same for the drive back, though not as tedious. I'm now tired as shit and my back is killing me, but my brain is abuzz.
I went down by way of Pittsburgh and never will again, it was such a mess. Coming back, I dealt with Google Map's nonsensical connection from the 15 North to the 15 North (going through the middle of town instead of staying on the West side of the River?!?!?) for one reason -- it takes me by the Susquehanna River and that is a lovely drive. More overgrown than the last time I did it, a few years ago, but still spots to stop and just relax...like McKee's Half Falls Rest Area. Nice. Peaceful. Restrooms. Mostly ignored by passing cars and trucks.Anyway, I've started working out what's going on with Lenoides and Gabrielle, and it's mainly a nasty case of sibling rivalry. He wasn't supposed to be turned into a Vampire because he has the Blood Angel strain in him, and he's gay. There are older BAs (The Olders) who sent out word he was to be left alone to live out his life as a human, and they are angry that he's been turned.
This set the stage for the rift between him and Gabrielle, and why he continues to feel like an outsider even in the Vampire world. But since vampires are forbidden from killing other vampires, nothing can be done about it...until he becomes so wealthy and powerful he's targeted for annihilation. Not out of fear but out of bigotry. Even Vampires can be homophobic.
I'm also working out how to explain the creation of The Olders...from using Greek, Roman or Egyptian mythology to set it up to a play on Lucifer being cast down from Heaven and have a ball on Earth, leaving behind a few of his progeny who develop into blood-suckers.
I need to dig more into the Egyptian for that, though. And...it might work better with Hindu. You never know.
Saturday, June 18, 2022
Structure revealing itself
Friday, June 17, 2022
Leaving Korea in unhappy ways
Before he could think, I had Clerik bound spread eagle on the bed, face up, using chains I was sure had been intended for Gabrielle's American. I would have to send her a note of thanks, for I now considered them mine not hers.
Thursday, June 16, 2022
Well...well...well...
Wednesday, June 15, 2022
Oh...my...God...
People are actually arguing over what actor should play a Ken doll? In a movie? A Barbie and Ken movie? And the main complaint is Ryan Gosling is too old and has scruff.
If ever I needed proof we’re at the end of civilization and entering a new dark age, this is it.
Tuesday, June 14, 2022
3400 words, today
Monday, June 13, 2022
Serendipity comes...
Saturday, June 11, 2022
Fourth bit...
This is to the end of the first chapter of this part, which I'm now calling The Prussian. I'm up to 6800 words on it, and it's begun to flow together. Leonides and his crew are deciding to become a part of the modern world (as it was in 1871), which sets the stage for the next two or 3 parts. Oh, and the image I'm using for Geoffrey is of Pavel Novotny...
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To my surprise, he gasped but did not cry out. He knew how to tolerate pain. My respect for him exploded. Even after he took several deep, slow breaths, then drifted into unconsciousness. He had lost more blood than I thought.I tasted the bullet. That which covered it was rich and elegant and filled me with happiness and a near sense of peace. He was of my lineage. He could be another Blood Angel.
But first, he would need to heal in a place where he would be well-protected.
That, of course, is when Geoffrey appeared on the other side of him, sitting cross-legged, elbows on his knees, watching me with anticipation.
"So he is one like you," he said. "Or will be, soon."
"Not just yet..."
"Yes, he is very pale."
I could only smile.
He offered me a yarrow poultice, saying, "I made more." Then he just had to add, "And did it correctly. You use too much mud."
"It's warm."
"That is how it should be applied...not that it matters for the horse."
I pressed the poultice into Franz's wound, glancing between it and Geoff. "But how did you manage? You didn't build a fire."
"Just laid it between some leaves and let them burn away."
"You carry a flint?"
He pulled a small round canister from his coat pocket, unscrewed its lid and showed me... "Safety matches. Swedish, no less. My Frenchman was of a modern frame of mind. Far more modern than I thought he would be, considering his actions." I must have given him one of my wary looks, because he added, "He had captured a page from the German side, and was about to cut his throat."
"Which makes him a normal human beast."
"More normal than you think. Most of the lad's clothes were torn away, and my meal had his pants around his knees, with his dick hard as a rock and the knife at his victim's throat. I would say it was not a loving embrace, and assumed you would approve of my...oh, interference."
"I rarely question your feeding choices. Was the boy hurt?"
"I would say I stopped things just in the nick of time." Spoken with such exaggerated emotion, one arm raised to the skies, it was comical. I know I gave him a look of complete incredulity, then. He winked. "It's from a melodrama, I saw in Paris. The Perils of Sandrine...or something like that."
"Will you be joining the theater?" I asked, fighting a laugh.
"I've thought about it. Might be fun. It's all indoors, so I could even do matinees. What do you think?"
"I think you would be brilliant. And also become very well-known."
"Yes, there is that. Notoriety is the bane of any vampire's existence. And one can grow weary of French cuisine so quickly. For example, the meal we were discussing. While his clothing was well tailored, and he had boots as fine as mine, they did not fit him well...and he also had this..." He held up a leather purse filled with coins. "Pfennigs and francs. From the blood on some, I'd say they came off his fallen comrades. Looting the dead. Of course, that does suggest he's part of high society."
I rolled my eyes. "That sort of thing crosses all social strata."
"I'm joking. Unfortunately, he was not pleasant enough for fun, so I only fed, looted his body, and used the first match on him."
I knew Geoff was good about being discreet, but I still had to ask, "Did the boy see any of that?"
Now he rolled his eyes at me. "He scampered off, terrified, crying for help. Didn't even look back. Even if he had, all he'd have seen was someone in a German coat grabbing the fat bastard, whom I carried to the other side of the forest, to be sure. My guess is, he was a scout or spy, so no one will miss him, for a while."
I groaned, but not unhappily. "Must you always live so dangerously?"
"That's half the fun."
I smoothed more of the poultice over Franz's head, then I placed my hand on his heart and could feel the warmth of it. Feel the beating of it. And having my fingers resting against his skin brought to me all the fires of want and need I had ever felt. A gentle moan whispered from me.
"May I touch him, now?" Geoff asked.
I had to regroup my thoughts so held back from saying anything. Just took his right hand and placed it next to mine, on Franz's chest. Our fingers almost mingled.
He drew in a deep breath, then a truly wicked grin returned and he cast a glance at the lad's groin and said, "Be nice to see what we have to look forward to."
Again, the little bastard was reading my thoughts. But not so fast.
"I'll take him to our chateau," I said. "You bring his horse. Then you may help me bathe him. And prepare him for a nice warm bed. We will introduce him to the others, in a day or two."
"He does look weak. How long do you think it will take him to recuperate?"
"About seven, maybe eight days."
"Will he accept remaining with us, for that long?"
"I will see to it."
Geoff rose, smirking down at me. "And will we be allowed to have fun with him like we did you?"
That jolted me to my feet and I gripped his coat. "If any of you so much as touch him without my expressed authorization, I will cut you off."
He looked at me, uncertainty in his eyes. Wariness. Even a depth of confusion I'd never seen in him, before.
"So he is my replacement," he said.
I hesitated. Released him. "No, Geoff, no..."
He backed over to the horse, saying, "We'll see."
Friday, June 10, 2022
Third bit...
Thursday, June 9, 2022
More of Leonides
Continuing from what I posted yesterday, as Leonides and Geoffrey consider what to do about Franz...
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"To replace me?" Geoff asked, a hint of concern in his voice."Never." And I put every ounce of truth I could into it.
A near coo came from behind Geoff's heart, filled with relief. "Oh...that would infuriate Gabrielle. But I still sense hesitation..."
"I know."
The thing is, I was not used to indecision. Eight-hundred years had shown me my gut instincts were right. Always. The only occasions where I had trouble were when I ignored them, and those few times had been within the first few years after my turning. Two of which had been caused by my sister's anger at me also being a Blood Angel. But I had learned quickly. Become certain and determined in my course. Brought together minions of my own. In fact, taking the first six from Prior Pious had been my first real joy in my new existence. And truth be told, I know they were much happier with me. I would never keep them tied to a boring monastery, pretending to be monks. I laid only two conditions down upon them -- feed only on the evil, not the innocent, and turn no one without my approval, which I never gave. I'd have chosen oblivion over that.
And almost did.
Twice.
But now? Now...after eight centuries...I was having my first doubt as to a course of action. My first want...no, need to turn someone to my world, to join with me in eternity, and it made me just a wee bit nervous.
"I...I want to know him, first," I said. "I want to know he is worthy."
"You already know."
"I want to be certain."
That made Geoff step away, turn me to him and cast his amazingly goofy Are you mad? expression on me. "And how do you propose to do that? He's a cavalryman in the middle of a war on a battlefield. Of course, he'll have done things he would be ashamed of. All soldiers do. So will you engage him in small talk to see if his atrocities are acceptable to you? Hi, Franz, good to make your acquaintance? Have you slaughtered anyone you shouldn't have?"
I had to chuckle. "I've thought of that. But he's alone, now. And vulnerable."
"And hurt and probably scared."
"As he cares for his horse instead of himself? On a road?"
Geoff leaned against me, looking at him. "I don't think he realizes how badly he's been wounded. He was unconscious..."
I cast him a sharp look. "You saw it happen?"
That was not acceptable. Geoffrey would have needed to be in the open, probably in the middle of the battle, exposing himself in ways unnecessary. No chaos was so complete as to hide a vampire feasting as others fought around him. It was amazingly stupid.
Geoffrey grew a bit sheepish. "I wore a coat...an officer's. It had his blood on it. And I had his hat...and I stood in the midst of a hundred dead men. I even helped a couple over to the next world. No one would have paid me any attention."
"But why risk it? Night will be here, soon..."
"I was...I was watching over him. Hid myself, this way, to keep anyone from noticing. Saw him coming, in another charge. Saw him struck in the shoulder and then the head. Knocked his helmet off. Knocked him out. The horse kept running...into the woods. Nearly fell off, more than once."
"Nearly fell off?"
Now Geoff grew awkward, which made me very uncomfortable. "I...did...sort of help him stay on, once or twice."
Oh, this was unacceptable. "In the middle of the day?!"
"In the midst of chaos."
"How long has he been in your sights?"
"From this morning, just before dawn. Brushing his horse." He finally looked me in the eye, then whispered, "I wanted more than nourishment from him. I'd have taken him, then, but others came up."
"That is how you learned his name." Geoff shrugged. "I've never heard you speak like this, of anyone."
"I've never wanted this, before."
I held him close. Touched my forehead to his. "Geoff, if my feeling is correct...if he is of my lineage...and I turn him...would your allegiance shift from me to him?"
"No, Leonides, I could never...never...no..." He seemed truly anguished that I would even think such a thing. "It's just that I saw something in him, like I saw in you. Our first day together. So I kept watching. He comported himself well, in the initial charge. Fear, but no hesitation. Relief that the French turned and ran. He killed some, yes, but that's what happens in a war. You slaughter men you won't know for people you won't know for reasons you won't know. I decided then that if...if he was wounded...mortally wounded...I would turn him."
I jolted back, shocked. "Without my permission?"
"You'd have understood. You...you already understand."
Whether I did or not was immaterial. Geoffrey's casual willingness to ignore my rules for a human lad shook me. As I said, I had but two of them, only they were there for a reason. Eight-hundred years together, with him always my support and protection, as I was his, and this was the first hint of mutiny. Of possible dissatisfaction.
My sister, Gabrielle, had a similar rule. In fact, it was her only one. Feed all you want, but turn no one to our side without my permission. And she was ruthless in her enforcement of it. Her minions were kept in line by fear. I thought mine respected me enough to do it out of loyalty. It appeared I might have been overly optimistic.
I looked back at Franz. He was leaning against the horse, weak. Probably from loss of blood and pain. In fact, the wound in his shoulder was still seeping blood while the horse's was clean, and I got the sense the water skin was empty. He had cared for his animal before himself, as if it were his own child. Possibly to his own detriment, for if he did not see a surgeon soon, he would most likely die.
And that is when all doubt left me.
He was worthy, and Geoffrey had sensed it, too.
The decision had been made.
Wednesday, June 8, 2022
Polished up what I did, yesterday...
And wrote a bit for the 4th part, set current day. But here's the first 5 pages of my work, yesterday. Can you guess when it's set?
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It was from the purest luck that I saw him before I sensed him. By the side of the road, caught in the shadows of evening, tending to his injured horse. His breastplate was on the ground. His cloak and uniform jacket were slung over his saddle, so all he wore was a well-fitted shirt over broad shoulders and trim torso, with tight gray pants showing off near-perfect legs and rear, held in place by a pair of braces that only added to his glamor. Boots crafted from the finest leather folded over at his knees to his feet.And blood.
Dried down half his face.
Over his left shoulder...matting the shirt to him.
Powerful in its draw...in its promise...
Even though I was not yet hungry, I still felt the deep growling desire to taste of it. See if he might be someone to keep for a while...to enjoy myself with him.
But something deep within brought me hesitation. I had no idea what it was, so I remained hidden in the trees, watching him. No...no, gazing upon him in a way that was from far more than a need for nourishment.
His head was such a perfect shape. Hair tightly cropped and of a color that could be light brown or blond, in the sun. No beard hid the elegant line of his jaw or fit of his lips, and the simplicity of his nose and eyes more than complimented them. All of this truly pleased me in ways I had not felt in so many years.
Years? Hell, centuries, to be honest.
His jacket's off-color white, where there was no blood, revealed he was a Prussian Cuirassier, and the cut and quality of it emphasized he was of higher birth. As did his every move. Even wounded, as he was, he radiated breeding and ability.
That is when Geoffrey snuck up behind me and draped his arms over my shoulders settled his chin on them. He was still the only one I allowed to do that.
"He is almost as beautiful as I," he whispered in my ear.
I smiled. For Geoff to say that about anyone was all the proof I needed that my eyes were not deceiving me. Nor was my infatuation or...oh, let's just say it -- lust.
"His name is Franz Sebastian Giselher von Bergren," Geoff continued.
I am never surprised at how quickly he can gather information about anyone, anywhere, any time he chooses.
"Northern Germany," I murmured.
Geoff nodded. "They have a castle. Much land."
"And sent this lad off to die in war. Such a waste."
"I would have taken him, but I thought you should see him, first. So I found myself a Frenchman."
"Is he a gift?" I was only half-joking.
Geoff shrugged. "Offering, maybe? To my Blood Angel?"
I caressed his cheek with my ear, pleased beyond measure. And didn't the little bastard know it.
"What do the others think?" I asked.
"They're busy, and don't know of him. Yet. It all depends on if my offering is accepted."
"In what way?" I only asked to be polite. I knew what Geoff was suggesting...and he knew I would agree to it.
He wasn't fooled. "Oh, Leonides. Look at him."
As if I wasn't, still. The gentle way he checked his horse where the blood was greatest. The tenderness of his hands and care in his cool blue eyes. His lashes almost glinting in the last rays of the sun.
"He would bring our number to ten."
"So?"
"The more there are of us, the harder to control how others see us."
He nibbled my ear. "I have a plan for that."
I had to chuckle. "Don't you always?"
"Leon..." I softly growled at his shortening of my name. "You are smart, but I am brilliant."
I barely kept from bursting with laughter. "And arrogant."
"Of course." He held me closer. "I would love to have him as a brother...but it is you who decides."
As noted, I already had, but I chose to play with Geoff a bit longer. "I don't know. He's German and my lineage is Norman."
"You still feel akin to that?"
"Not so much."
"Well, keep in mind -- it was France who started this idiotic war. You would think after their debacle in Russia they would have learned better. But no."
"Men have no real interest in history."
"Outside of one's past capacity for profit."
Again, I had to fight a laugh. He was such fun to be around. And it was true, greed is probably the easiest emotion to manipulate and feed upon. I pulled his arms tighter around me and sighed.
"You have already decided to take him." Geoff was all but whispering into my ear.
"I...do...not...yet...know," I said, with more emphasis than necessary. "Both sides have committed such atrocities..."
Of course, he cut right through it. "You like how he cares for his horse, even though he, himself, is wounded."
It was true. Young Franz had found a wound to the animal's left shoulder and was using water from his skin to wash it. Looked like the jab from a lance, and the horse was favoring that leg. Any other man would have put a bullet in the poor beast's head then requisitioned another. But this lad loved his mount, wanted him to heal, which all but screamed to me of innocence and kindness.
"You really li-ike him." Mocking whispers. "You want to ta-ake him. You think he's per-rfect. Why do you hesitate?"
"I don't know...I don't know that he deserves it."
"Oh, Leon, please...none of your inner morality."
"He does remind me somewhat of myself."
"And you call me arrogant. Just tell me...would you make him one of us?"
"I don't know."
"Why not?"
I looked at Geoff, almost smirking. "You. There's something about him I find entrancing, this is true, but I fear you fear I would not like you anymore."
Geoff's arms shifted into an embrace, and his voice grew tender. Any time I let him know how important he was to me, he always seemed surprised, and his joy at the revelation would take him over...for a moment.
"So..." he finally said, "we do not feed upon him. And to be honest, I am glad." He let his nose drift across the nape of my neck and kissed my other ear. "But what more do your senses tell you about this entrancing possibility?"
I took in a deep breath, not really wanting to say it, but finally murmured, "He could be like me."
Now Geoff hesitated. "Of your bloodline?"
I didn't meant to say it but..."Possibly."
Tuesday, June 7, 2022
Good day...
I'm using the Battle of Mars-Le-Tour as the backdrop. The Cuirassier's name is Franz Sebastian Giselher von Bergren. He's pretty and also wounded. He was clipped by bullets in the head and shoulder...but is more concerned about an injury to his horse than his own injuries. Leon wants to take care of him. He can control his hunger for blood, but it still calls to him.
The section I wrote today leads from the point Leon sees the young man to where they've gone to a brook and taken care of the horse, and now Franz is in shock and weak enough from his injuries to let Leon do anything he wants. Leon also senses he might be a distant relation -- another of the Blood Angel line -- something he's goaded about by Geoffrey, one of Prior Pious' monks who's become Leon's closest companion.
Of course, this will be in part two of the book, but I'm finding it's easier for me to work this story out by jumping around in it, as I write. I have ideas for part four, as well, which is set in modern times.
Sex and violence...the way of the world...